Never

I am obsessed

with a place I've never been

a woman who never loved me

conversations that have never happened

a life I'll never live

Bergamot Blues

My plans for Norway fell through. I won't qualify for the position until this time next year.

shit.

I cleaned the living/dining room this evening. I can see the floor, and I have space to appreciate now.

I was saving a bottle of Bergamot Blue in case I ever fell in love again. I gave up and am about half way through it. I am drinking my hope, it would seem that is all there is left to do with it.

happy thoughts next time.

Norway?

I started filling out paperwork for emigrating. My sights are on Norway.

I don't think I'm running from anything. I think I'm after something. I've always been after something, but I don't know what it is, or if it exists.

I don't know 1 godsdamn word of Norwegian.
I think I'm bored.