it seems my mouth is being clamped shut since april. Everything I want to say is a complaint, is hurt, is pain, anger, bitterness, confusion, exaggerated. so much is too sensitive and with what I've seen in the last 6 months, in myself, and in my family members, I am ashamed to even begin.

I guess I just need friends like I used to have, or maybe I need to be what I used to be, or just tired of being invisible.