Thursday, March 26, 2009

times have changed me

well, I moved back again. I am once again living under my parents roof. I must be brief in the coming month. My tendinitis forced me to quit MI this last quarter, and I moved back to Cleveland. Unfortunately my sister has suffered a severe injury, which at my mothers behest, has altered my course in life to stay at home for the immediate future to help look after my 2 oldest nephews.

this is how my life has changed. I don't have to manage bills anymore. I have my own room. And i dont have to walk to the grocery store every few days.

On the downside, the sun only shines 2 out of 7 days here, a complete change from shining all but 2 days in 7 months while i lived in hollywood.

I don't set my own schedule. And again, my privacy is severely restricted due to having so many people around.
My hands are not stabilizing, the inflammation is ceaseless.

But for the first time in my life I am living almost entirely for the use of others, not myself. What my family asks, I acquiesce, and certainly this is becoming difficult. But Already I am learning much from "my boys." I only hope the time I have with them sets them on the right path.

And of course, my Sara is back west, and everyday I hope she makes it here soon before I burst.

oh k, my hands are hurting. I'll try to post random life things, and to be more positive, as certainly my cynicism has gotten me nowhere in my life.